its been a long time eh? yea i noe, somedays i cant b stuffed somedays i forget........anyways..... i miss every1 at kew...its sad, very sad......... very very very sad.....but on the brighter side of things....i've made good, new friends....they're funny n always on a high....its hilarious...hehe i promise i'll write again soon... MISS YA PAMIE!!!!! oh and shiqi (if u visit myblog...)
closed the goddamn door9:28 PM
Sunday, November 20, 2005
this is jus really touching has relation 2 sept 11 >>>>>> Her hair was up in a pony tail, >>>>>> her favorite dress tied with a bow. >>>>>> Today was Daddy's Day at school, >>>>>> and she couldn't wait to go. >>>>>> But her mommy tried to tell her, >>>>>> that she probably should stay home. >>>>>> Why the kids might not understand, >>>>>> if she went to school alone. >>>>>> But she was not afraid; >>>>>> she knew just what to say. >>>>>> What to tell her classmates >>>>>> of why he wasn't there today. >>>>>> But still her mother worried, >>>>>> for her to face this day alone. >>>>>> And that was why once again, >>>>>> she tried to keep her daughter home. >>>>>> But the little girl went to school >>>>>> eager to tell them all. >>>>>> About a dad she never sees >>>>>> a dad who never calls. >>>>>> There were daddies along the wall in back, >>>>>> for everyone to meet. >>>>>> Children squirming impatiently, >>>>>> anxious in their seats >>>>>> One by one the teacher called >>>>>> a student from the class. >>>>>> To introduce their daddy, >>>>>> as seconds slowly passed. >>>>>> At last the teacher called her name, >>>>>> every child turned to stare. >>>>>> Each of them was searching, >>>>>> a man who wasn't there. >>>>>> "Where's her daddy at?" >>>>>> she heard a boy call out. >>>>>> "She probably doesn't have one," >>>>>> another student dared to shout. >>>>>> And from somewhere near the back, >>>>>> she heard a daddy say, >>>>>> "Looks like another deadbeat dad, >>>>>> too busy to waste his day." >>>>>> The words did not offend her, >>>>>> as she smiled up at her Mom. >>>>>> And looked back at her teacher, >>>>>> who told her to go on. >>>>>> And with hands behind her back, >>>>>> slowly she began to speak. >>>>>> And out from the mouth of a child, >>>>>> came words incredibly unique. >>>>>> "My Daddy couldn't be here, >>>>>> because he lives so far away. >>>>>> But I know he wishes he could be, >>>>>> since this is such a special day. >>>>>> And though you cannot meet him, >>>>>> I wanted you to know. >>>>>> All about my daddy, >>>>>> and how much he loves me so. >>>>>> He loved to tell me stories >>>>>> he taught me to ride my bike. >>>>>> He surprised me with pink roses, >>>>>> and taught me to fly a kite. >>>>>> We used to share fudge sundaes, >>>>>> and ice cream in a cone. >>>>>> And though you cannot see him. >>>>>> I'm not standing here alone. >>>>>> "Cause my daddy's always with me, >>>>>> even though we are apart >>>>>> I know because he told me, >>>>>> he'll forever be in my heart" >>>>>> With that, her little hand reached up, >>>>>> and lay across her chest. >>>>>> Feeling her own heartbeat, >>>>>> beneath her favorite dress. >>>>>> And from somewhere here in the crowd of dads, >>>>>> her mother stood in tears. >>>>>> Proudly watching her daughter, >>>>>> who was wise beyond her years. >>>>>> For she stood up for the love >>>>>> of a man not in her life. >>>>>> Doing what was best for her, >>>>>> doing what was right. >>>>>> And when she dropped her hand back down, >>>>>> staring straight into the crowd. >>>>>> She finished with a voice so soft, >>>>>> but its message clear and loud. >>>>>> "I love my daddy very much, >>>>>> he's my shining star. >>>>>> And if he could, he'd be here, >>>>>> but heaven's just too far. >>>>>> You see he was a policeman >>>>>> and died just this past year >>>>>> When airplanes hit the towers >>>>>> and taught Americans to fear. >>>>>> But sometimes when I close my eyes, >>>>>> it's like he never went away." >>>>>> And then she closed her eyes, >>>>>> and saw him there that day. >>>>>> And to her mothers amazement, >>>>>> she witnessed with surprise. >>>>>> A room full of daddies and children, >>>>>> all starting to close their eyes. >>>>>> Who knows what they saw before them, >>>>>> who knows what they felt inside. >>>>>> Perhaps for merely a second, >>>>>> they saw him at her side. >>>>>> "I know you're with me Daddy," >>>>>> to the silence she called out. >>>>>> And what happened next made believers, >>>>>> of those once filled with doubt. >>>>>> Not one in that room could explain it, >>>>>> for each of their eyes had been closed. >>>>>> But there on the desk beside her, >>>>>> was a fragrant long-stemmed pink rose. >>>>>> And a child was blessed, if only >>>>>> for a moment, >>>>>> by the love of her shining star. >>>>>> And given the gift of believing, >>>>>> that heaven is never too far.
closed the goddamn door6:01 PM
there will b a few very good messages that i have received recently from 1 of my fwens here's 1 of them:
ast night you and your best friend had a fight. You decide not > >>>>to talk to > >>>>her the next day. > >>>> > >>>> > >>>>She smiles at you. You grind your teeth at her. > >>>> > >>>> > >>>>She tells her friends nice things about you. You spread bad > >>>>rumors about > >>>>her. > >>>> > >>>> > >>>>She tries to come and talk to you. But you push her aside. > >>>> > >>>> > >>>>She thinks you are a great friend. You think she is a terrible > >>>>friend. > >>>> > >>>> > >>>>She writes nice notes to you, telling you about the best times > > >>>>you shared > >>>>together. You write about all the bad times you can remember > >>>>experiencing > >>>>together. > >>>> > >>>> > >>>>Deep down you know she's sorry. But all you have is hate. > >>>> > >>>> > >>>>The next day you find a note. It reads: > >>>> > >>>>Dear ________, > >>>> > >>>>I tried to tell you yesterday, but you didn't let me speak. I > >>>>tried to tell > >>>>you good things,but you were afraid to hear them. I tried to > >>>>smile at you, > >>>>to take away the hate. But now it's time to tell you, even though > >>>>it's a bit > >>>>late. That i am dying. I have a bad condition and it is getting > > >>>>worse. I'm > >>>>sorry to have to tell you that i won't be able to see you today. > >>>>I wrote > >>>>this to you today in the hospital. My time is up. I'm sorry i > >>>>should have > >>>>told you sooner. I'm really sorry about our argument,you are such > >>>>a great > >>>>friend. I promise i shall watch over you. > >>>> > >>>>Lots of love __________ > >>>> > >>>> > >>>> > >>>>You run to the hospital to tell her you are sorry. > >>>> > >>>> > >>>> > >>>>But only her mum is left. > >>>> > >>>> > >>>> > >>>>Her hand clasped over her >face. > >>>> > >>>> > >>>> > >>>>And she was crying. Down on her knees she prays, for her daughter > >>>>to come > >>>>back. > >>>> > >>>> > >>>> > >>>>You were too late. > >>>> > >>>> > >>>> > >>>>You wish you told her sorry sooner and got to say goodbye. > >>>> > >>>>--thing u must noe--(from my sister's frens from 4A) > >>>> > >>>> > >>>>All friends have their ups and downs, and sometimes you need to > >>>>say sorry.. > >>>> > >>>>Don't wait for the other person to do it first. > >>>> > >>>>Because you never know what could happen. > >>>> > >>>>If you >really love your friends and would watch down on them when > >>>>you pass > >>>>away, please send this on and show people that you really have a > >>>>heart. > >>>> > >>>>Even if you send this to 1 person only. You still have a heart. > >>>> > >>>>However, if you don't send this to anyone....i can tell you that > >>>>when you > >>>>need help, no one will be there for you because they will not > >>>>remember this > >>>>letter. > >> > >>
> >> > >>[DA STORY WAS SO SAD.....] >*SNIFF* *........* *GRINZ* > >> > >> > >> > >> > > >> [:THE END~THE END~THE END~THE END~THE END~THE END~THE END~THE > >>END~THE END :] > >>
haf 2 blogs....ya i do...n having 2 blogs is
i haf an obsession with glitter so bare with me ;) barn, the writing's gone small......who gives....any1 noe who damo_westside1@hotmail.com is?